Walking away, but ahead fishin' style.

Totally done now.

Spicy J came back, another 2 weeks of awesome.  And then couldn't do it anymore.  I was becoming too important to him too quickly.  Sigh.

It's alright.  Worth another shot.

Feelings are incredibly hurt.  Heart is sore.

From it all... not just him.  Finally allowed a bit of someone in and it's gone.  After all the fellers I've met, I'm done.

What's the point anyways?

I've got my own fish to fry anyways.  Screw this "there are other fish in the sea".  Yes, that statement for the most part is true.  But it's the kind of fish that I have become incredibly picky on.

I've, over the last few years, have really learned a lot about my limitations, abilities, and strengths.  So, it's time to expand my horizons without putting my line out to catch a fish or being swooped up by a net.

My wish list of fish to fry (no particular order):
~ Get Student Loans up to date
~ Spring Clean Ella's room
~ Spring Clean MY room
~ Spring Clean the Bathroom
~ Spring Clean the kitchen
~ Get my garden going
~ Seed the lawn
~ Spring Clean the built-in storages
~ Get down under 200 lbs (and be ok about it)
~ Get my ass to the gym up to 3 times a week
~ Sign up for a 5K run
~ Get back into school.
~ Get Lane Bryant credit card paid off
~ Sign up for Life Insurance Policy
~ Price shop for new car insurance
~ Get serious about buying a home
~ Plan for Ella & I's vacation
~ Start up college fund for Ella

These aren't in a particular order, but they are very important to me, and to Ella to get done soon.

So, I've got things to do... my own fish to fry.